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TITLE: what was I thinking?
DATE: Thursday, December 6, 2012
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I had a scary thought of selling off my filming equipment to buy a better computer for developing my videogame. I noticed that everytime I test my game, the compiling loads pretty slow. But about selling my filming equipment, I never knew I would think of such. I tried to ask myself how come? Maybe I'm getting tired of filming, because I feel it's useless. I mean, no one really cares and no one watches what I film. What's the point of filming when no one would watch my films? The answer is that I hope someone would come and watch what I do. It's why I film. I grab onto my hopes thinking that there will be someone who'll watch my films someday. For the meantime, I could only sigh.

Most people are into mainstream. My disadvantage is that I'm not into mainstream. I couldn't stomach it. To make the long story short, my frustration led me to thinking of selling my film equipment. In the end, I decided no. What was I thinking? I just wanted to write about it, so I could mark the day of thinking something stupid. Let me put it this way: it's like deciding whether to commit suicide. Stupid. What did I eat yesterday?

Mizuki Hayama
Stop with the silly thoughts, Kyosuke-san. What you need is a girl.
Kyosuke Tsutsumi
A girl you say? Do you know someone?
Mizuki Hayama
No. I just want to say that you need a girl. I'm taken btw.
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